This sucks..

So.. I definitely did my WORST this semester... I did horrible.. and now, I have a 3.4 overall GPA.. so.. how am I going to get into med school? I'm not going to be able to be a doctor. This sucks.

And then, I hear about other people.. how they're doing freakishly well.. with 4.0's and all that jazz.. whos going to take me with that competition? I don't know.. I simply don't know.

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A lot has happened.

Someone told me that "I'm likeable but not liked" a couple of weeks ago. That was sweet. My friends told me not to take it to heart, because I don't even know this person... and that they think she's completely psycho.. but I try not to judge. I'm sure she means well. I'm being serious. I'm really sure she means well. I've just never heard that I'm not liked before. Liked as a person. Oh well. WHATEVER. Go milk a cow. I can tell you one thing.. at the time I was talking to her, I certainly didn't find her likeable, and I certainly didn't like her. Double slam. Boo yeah. It's ok though. My roommates are more angry at her than I. I really do think she means well though. Honestly. So I'm trying to be really objective about this whole situation, and I'm not going to bring my hurt feelings into this. I will not pass judgement on her, because I don't even know this girl. I'm not going to jump to conclusions and say she's psycho... even though my roommates think so. I'm sure she's nice. She just has her moments, just like everyone else. So.... I'm just going to not say anything about it anymore. Actually, I probably will say something about it again.. but.. If someone asks, I will respond with, "I'm sure she's got a good heart."

Other than that, I'm pushing through. Life is interesting. That makes it fun.